xOxOxO i miss him..

Feeling: longing
yeah so yesterday i woke up at like 8 or something and got ready and me and mom went to lawrence to go shopping. i bought the new BSB CD. its pretty bad ass. i love it!Image hosted by Photobucket.com anyways.. got home around 3 and i took a shower and got around and stuff and then around 5 tanner timothy and benji got here and we went to pick up katie. then we went to ottawa and then to the great mall in olathe. yeah it was a pretty interesting ride up there. hilarious.. and.. scary. hehe... just kiddin tanner i love you!Image hosted by Photobucket.com anyways then we got to the mall and got tara her birthday presents and timothy and benji wanted to buy shit so me katie and tanner just kind of followed. so we finally left and got back on the interstate and timothy said he couldnt find his phone that he left it at the mall. so we had to turn around and go back. so timothy went back in to look for his phone and we all just sat in the car and waited for like 10 years. then he finally came back and said "some niggers had it" so that was pretty funny. so we finally left and dropped benji off at tanners house..went to katies house to get a bag and then back to taras to give her her presents. that was some funny shit! mom stepped in dog shit! she walks out of the house and shes like "I JUST STEPPED IN A FUCKING PILE OF DOG SHIT!" it was hilariousImage hosted by Photobucket.com anyways.. took katie home then tanner dropped me off. it was a pretty fun night. anyways.. ive been talkin to brandon a bit these past couple days about my weight and stuff... and hes kinda makin me feel better about myself... but im not really confident. his opinion is a lot different than most other guys so yeah. Brandon.. just wanted to say thanksImage hosted by Photobucket.com lately ive been thinkin a lot about max. i miss him so much. yeah i love belle to death.. but its just not the same. ugh. i just dont understand why he had to die....Image hosted by Photobucket.com ugh.. anyways i guess thats it. Tanner i love you. Krysten I pray for this heart to be unbroken but without you all im going to be is Incomplete
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Krysten... I love you!!! I'm sorry about Max. I know how much you loved him. I really don't know what to say though.





I love you
haha i was just kidding...i wouldn't have gotten it for you coz i knew you would've freaked, i just saw it one day at the mall and instantly thought of you and how much you hated clowns and that this one you would've really hated lol...i was just messing around sheesh

STILL LOVE YA!
you can hate me tho if you want to
Hey babe. You're beautiful inside and out the way you are and don't ever let anyone tell you different. If someone does you let me know and I will open a can of whoop ass on thier sorry ass. Hugs 4u about max...Ohhhhhh!!! You onry girl you.. So you thought me stepping in that big pile of fucking dog shit was funny...Sure was a big mess. Thank you for making Taras birthday a special one hun. You're the best F.A.T She could ever have. Love ya (Mom)
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KRYSTEN NICOLE FOWLER!!!!! YOU YOU YOU LOOK FINE GOSH DARNET DONT PUT YOUR SELF DOWN LIKE THAT PEOPLE AND I LOVE YOU THE WAY YOU ARE NEVA EVA FORGET THAT TTYL :)
~Tiffany~(used to be hero )
yea its no problem because you look good the way you are, you just wouldnt look right if you were smaller.lol. and quit sayin you are 2 fat, that pisses me off like no other. alright well peace out.
Hey krysten...I love you! I'm really sorry about everything I've put you through tonight! I mean I know you say thats what you are here for..but I dont think I should do this shit to you! I love you and thanks for listening to me!

|Tara|