okay so i guess i have a lot to say. Friday night was our Homecoming. We won =) I saw Cole there and I talked to him for awhile. I dunno but we did pretty damn good. Clinton and Jessica P. won. A lot of people were shocked. I thought i was going to die. But whatever ya know. After the game i went to the supper and then me skyller chris and justin went to the dance. it sucked. personally i dont like watching girls act like little slut bags. but thats just me. so the night was kind of shitty then jared pulled me outside to talk and then skyller came out and we talked about stuff. we stayed outside with some other people till like 12:30 or something. Finally went home and my parents and neighbors and everybody was out by the garage drinking so then me and skyller sat down and started up. then pam came and picked me up and i went home and slept. Saturday i slept in and fiddle farted around. Around 4:30 Skyller came over for awhile and then we left for Wellsville Days. We didn't really want to go but he had to go down there to see his mom and rest of his family. So that was pretty fun. Afterwards we came back to Ottawa, went to Subway, and then went to Justin's house. They got in the hot tub and then we watched TV. We left Justin's house 12:30ish. Sunday went to Olathe to the mall. Came home and messed around. Then eventually had to go back to moms. Which sucked. Yesterday was a pretty crappy day for me. My parents hate me more and more everyday. I really can't stand it anymore and I just want to scream. Everything is Ronja this Ronja that. I really wish that when they go to do "family stuff" that they leave me at home. I love being alone and i wouldnt be as miserable. If i have to go anywhere then i will be an outcast like usual. Just drowning in my misery. Soooo I talked to Skyller so we met at the park. And chris was already there so we all talked. Which they both put me in a MUCH better mood. Went from tears to smiles. =) Anyways.. went home around 9 or so. Just went straight to my room like usual. It's my getaway. Sooo my parents want to remodel my room and fix up the monte for me. Which i don't want it. I'm just fine with what i got. If i want something ill pay for it myself. I don't need help from them ill survive if i dont have the best. Anyways... ive said enough. Krysten