well kids today sucked for reasons unknown. well i haven't told you guys yet but i finally got to talk to matt last week and we have been talking ever since then. it's nice to be talking to him again. yes it's a good thing. he makes things that are happening in my life make sence and it's easy to go through life knowing what's going on. well yes i love elf!!! you wanna read a scene from the movie...well you have no choice! buddy: what is this place? black guy: it's the north pole. buddy: no it's not. black guy: yes it is buddy: no it's not black guy: yes it is buddy: no it isn't black guy: yes it is buddy: no it isn't black guy: yes it isn buddy: no it's not, where's the snow? well i hope you guys enjoyed that but i am going to go now. this next part is for my sister, but you can read it if you must...bye ***bethany...i do trust you. it hurts me to think that you don't think i trust you. i do. i just don't want to see you hurt anymore. i have seen you fall in and out of love with him and all the while you are hurting. i just think that this last time might be the worse. this time might be the one when you fall the hardest and break at the bottom. please don't think that i don't trust you. it hurts to think that.***