"stood on my roof and tried to see you, forgetting about me..." well i hate group projects...they suck ass. never again! i had to do all the crap my partner was suppose to do. so i got really angry and starting throwing stuff and hitting walls. i hit the stair banister with my hand and a few seconds later, my hand started tingling and i looked and it was red and my awesome 0.50 cent ring was broken (NOT FIDY CENT). i haven't taken this thing off since july and now it's broken. i will have to find another one. ok so i have anger problems. it's not like i have killed anybody. i feel like a horrible friend. jessica wasn't at school friday and i didn't even call her this weekend. what kinda person am i? damn i hate me sometimes. tomorrows a maroon day. i wonder what it has in store...***happy place*** i love my happy place. ok gonna walk away from the computer now...