today was a half day. and it rained. and poured. a lot. jessica rode the bus home with me. she was late. and then she yelled at us. i guess we should have taken that ride...NOT!! eewww... "i'm admitting it. i'm briting it. you better sweep the cobbwebs off the floor, floor, floor!" "Feeling: blasphemous many people change and i think my life is finally straightening out. i have a good group of friends i can count on. and i have a great family. so i just want to say thanx to all my friends for always being there(threw thick and thin) i love them all so much and i dont know what i would do with out them(exprecially chelsea) they have all showed me things ive never seen before and i am happier then ever! i dont think any more good can come my way. so thanx!!"....that's from jessica's blog...no matter what my mood, i can look to her to make me happy again. she's the best. i am feeling alone because i was recently told that my sister isn't coming over this weekend. and then i won't see her on thanksgiving. so pretty much i won't get to see her until...decemeber 2. i know that might now seem like much, but i love my sister (i really do) and i don't see her that much to begin with. and then she goes and works. i'm sorry, but she needs to get her priorities straight. i am not here to lecture, but just think about it. i like someone a lot. you all know. everyone knows. i really hate myself. i don't know what to do. no one can help me either. it's all me. "me baby...me..." i wish i could just call him up when i was sad and talk to him. but that's not how i work i guess. i am abnormal. and i don't like it. new zealand people make me happy. and that guy from kut-u-up. i heart acoustic songs.