Well Kerry got a boyfriend
Its her second real bf in like.. forever
So i'm really happy for her
it kinda just pisses me off how she acts when hes around.
-she ignores me && marilyn when hes around
-shes completly different around him
-he is all she can talk about
&&
-hes before ALL her friends in her top 8
which pisses me off
cause friends are there forever
&& boys are just whenever
which pisses me off that she'd even think of him as more important then any of her friends.
maybe im just dumb
but no way in hell would i EVER pick my bf over my friends. && never would i ignore them when he was around
her excuse is that she sees him 25 minutes out of the day
&& thats not what im pissed about
i'm pissed cause she doesn't even TALK to him && expects me to feel sorry for her cause she doesn't talk to him.
but whatever
i guess i love her no matter what
unless she ditches me EVER for him.
oh well
shes in for a rude awakening
especially since hes cheated on like 5 girls
ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER
but i guess all i can do is warn her.
&& hope she gets it
[thats all about that]
Me && russel are talking ALOT more && shit.
So i'm really happy about that.
im such an attention whore when it comes to him
I loooove being center of attention
&& idk.
He just makes me feel all better when im sad
so its cool to get his hugs
&& when he tries to make me warm && stuff
thats all i guess
i guess she needs to adjust to having a boyfriend.
i'm sure she'll stop the need for attention.
&i'm sure she'll be supportive of youu when youu do something like that, also??
but, heyy-
who am i to sayy such things??