Well today I had to go to the dentist and get my face fixed. And it turns out my appointment is at 10 so I was sleeping in and stuff && i get ready && my mom comes and gets me for my appointment. Well i get there and they do all this stuff to my face. Well turns out they had to numb me and shit. So i was numb all throughout the day until like 12:30. Which caused me to not be able to feel when Russell was kissing me. But then during break it was all good
Ugh he makes me so fudging happy I don't think anyone has any clue how happy he makes me either.
Hes seriously the only reason I go to school anymore. Besides friends && shit. Cause I know he'll be there. Which is always nice. =]
Its been really nice outside lately && i love it. I'm glad summer is starting to really... idk hahahaha.
Russell is so adorable with stuff. He cares so much about me && i've never really had that before. So its kind of a different feeling you know. But a good feeling.
My mom found out he was 17, she definatly wasn't happy about that. But she realizes that i'm gonna date him whether she likes him or not so she won't do or say shit. He wants me to go to prom with him since hes a junior but my mom won't let me i dont think since she thinks all he wants is sex. Which could possibly be true. But let ME figure that out for myself. I really doubt he's that kinda guy. Hes already told me that he doesn't care about sex && he doesn't wanna do anything until i'm ready.
SO IDK
thats long enough for me.
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