i finally realize what you did to me how could you make me believe this?? it makes sense, everything ive done, the way i am, i understand why and its all your fucking fault no matter what anyone ever fucking says i know ill believe it and i know ill still push people away when i think theres a chance because you fucking ruined me you fucking bastard... i still love you anyway but i can never let anyone know that and i can never let myself feel it your the past and the past is killing my future im tearing myself to peices and your the grip