im so so scared and so paranoid if things stay the same i swear i swear i wont last another day "lies oh lies and everybodies lies and i dont believe you" things wont change "well we all agree, that we dont believe, that this is the last time. well we promised you, now you see the truth, that this is the last time, that this is the last time" "your bedroom behavior was nothing more than checkmarks on bedposts" i love you but if you dont love me dont let me go on strike me down slash my wrists pour that alcohol down my throat thin my blood so i no longer have to go on alone leave me in a cold dark room so i dont have to see my world melt away in front of me and i dont have to feel deaths grip if you dont love me... let me go i dont want a world without you