Odd feelings. I don't know if it's just the fact that I spend 3 days with people with out a moment of alone time & than I go straight to 4 days of utter loneliness, but I feel odd. No one calls. No one invites me anywhere. I always have to initiate plans. I feel like the hugest tag-a-long ever. Why do you not include me in your life if it is during the week when I am not with you? Do you really think that it doesn't faze me? OH how incredibly wrong you are.

Please, won't someone let me feel like I mean something to you.

Even that is too much to ask for these days They don’t even notice my attempts to squeeze into there lives, they come off as if they could care less about what I feel. Ah yes. In 4 more days I can start another year of my life. Let’s hope this one is filled with promise.