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Feeling: incomplete
well, someone called me from lukes phone yesterday pretending to be brock. it was cute, and luke is denying any involvement. umm lance apologized for the whole brock thing so i guess things are good. he said he was doing it more to give brock shit than me. i dont really think he is an asshole, so if i told you that he was, im sorry. i was just a little pissed off. umm today i went to one of the legion games because jordan thinks i should keep going even though i keep getting shit when i do. then i cleaned the bathrooms and dusted after taking a 5 hour nap. yeah, i know, interesting day. i guess i should tell you the whole story....well last week, after brock said we could still talk, i called him and was like "i want to talk and im not obsessed and im not looking for a relationship or anything right now i just want to talk without one of us getting angry with the other and i dont want you to feel like you have to and ill get it if you dont want to so if you want to talk call me back." and he never called back, and i was cool with that. but somehow, lance got ahold of brocks phone and heard the message and decided to call me saying that he was brock and wanted to talk. i wasnt sure it was brock so i was a little guarded and so lance was like "how bout you call me tomorrow" so the next day i called brock back and left a voicemail saying that i wanted to talk about last night. he never called me back so i talked to him over aol and found out he supposedly knew nothing about the phone call, but he jumped on me anyways cause supposedly i dont get that we are over and im being "sneaky" trying to find stuff out about him behind his back from his sister...whatever i never said most of the things he says i did but of course hes not going to believe me. also while i was talking to brock, i jumped on luke about the call because someone told me that they thought it was luke. obviously it wasnt. anyways, the next night, i go to the legion games and michael decides hes going to say something about me in the dougout really loud, so i was kinda like alright lets be mature. this really pissed me off. so megan went to ask lance why this was all happening and he said it was meant as a joke and he didnt know i was gonna take it that way. then i was walking with megan and jordan and luke was behind us and he goes "*cough* stalker *cough*" it was really something you would expect a senior in high school to do right? well then jordan decided to say something and so i jumped on him and he about wet himself. then yesterday, i get this call from someone on luke's phone...and you know the rest. you know it cool now, i dont even care anymore i just dont get why people keep saying stuff and they cant just leave me alone. Lance said it was they were trying more to give brock shit than me but then why is it that brock probably doesnt know that they are still talking to me? ohh well. ohh and im grounded for some reason that isnt quite clear to mean because i havent been grounded since like fifth grade but what ever, so i dont have my phone and it really sucks cause i cant talk to anyone
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hey babe. I love you, and dont worry..i really dont have my phone either. i have it. but it doesnt work. so whats the use in having it. yesterday, i went to DQ, and i got ice cream, but i didnt finish it. so i left the melted stuff in my car, and i threw my phone in my car, and it landed in the melted ice cream. so i'm getting a new one next week. but i dnt know if i can go a whole week without it. haha :P..well i love you!

Megn
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haha..i liked your story about weight lifting. i wish i coulda been there. jordan told me to go at 7:45, but i told him that i would embarrass myself infront of him. and he's like okay, after all we've gone through, you're afraid you're going to embarrass yourself infront of me? It was funny. And he told me last night, that brock wasnt going to go to 7:45 anymore, cause you were there. Brock is a pussy. Dont worry about him, or luke. they're both
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fags.

And about jordan, I believe him too that he likes me and not her. If he liked her, then he wouldnt be with me. But its just kinda different. And i was talking to Shelby Miller today at my mom's volleyball camp, and shes like, yeah, some of the text messages from her said that she wanted to bang jordan. cause i go through his text messages when he's not looking. I was like, some said that she wanted to bang him? cute. i didnt get to see
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those. I guess he deleted them before i got to go through them. awesome. So that made me feel even better.and i forgot to mention it to him when he came to get her from the camp. cause it had been a while since we talked about it. but whatever. its cool. God...she makes me mad. but like i said, i dont want to be bitchy about i.t the only think i'm worried about, is that if i ask jordan to say something to her, then he'll be like, i dont see why
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its such a big deal. and i dont know why it is..but it is. i mean, he's my boyfriend, and she knows that. she needs to stop it. and i just dont even know what i would say to her if i could. it makes me so mad. UGH!

well I'm out

Much Love,
Megn
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