im up kinda early but i was thinkin lass nite n i gotta get this off my chest. theres this gurl ive known 4 basically my whole life, since k4, thas pretty long and id say in tha past 6 months we've talked a hand full of times. thangz cudnt hav changed more i mean b4 we were cool i evn went out wit dis chick and in one fellow swoop it was taken from SHE dumped me and 2 dis day i still dont kno y. but thas not wuts trippin me out its tha fact that well its multiple facts. like tha otha day i seen her downtown. i was wit my cuzin n we were goin 2 chill wit sum ppl he used 2 tutor i guess at marquette n i saw her 4 tha first time in like 6 months i think and u kno wut happened it seemed like her mom was more happy 2 c me than she was...i didnt say nuffin bout it i juss tried 2 make her uncomfortable by sayin i was shoppin 4 condoms. lol. n after dat i seen her again i guess shes in tha same program my cuzin was in a few years bac n i kept runnin into her n she was like hi n didnt really stop 2 talk. soo now i guess shes livin in da dorms n shit..so lass nite i was juss thinkin of y she didnt wanna talk...was it 2 early in da morning?? i was 2 secs away from believin dat 2 b tha answer but then i thought shit EYE was awake n i hate bein up early..then i was on my friends diary n i was juss clickin shit n i came across hers so i sed fuck it lemme read wuss goin on in her life since we dont talk...soo im readin and readin n i come across one of em that says she loves dis guy soo much n needs him in her life n all dis otha bullshit n fo a slite moment i thought this mystery guy was me but then i thought if im soo needed if im soo loved then y does she continue 2 push me 2 da side, continue 2 over look me BITCH IM STILL LIVING....2 b continued