as u can c thurr a cuple of entries that r private..my reason 4 this is u juss aint ready 2 walk on that level, u aint ready 2 smell tha stench of my true thoughts, u aint ready 2 look me in my eyes and c wut exactly is happenin, u aint ready believe me...and sum ppl hav red my entries already sum wif permission and sum wif out and those who hav red it wif out my consent i can only hope that wut u red and wut u mite hav comprehended sinks in ur mind i hope it digs in way so far deep in ur brain that its become part of u, i can only hope that wen u read or hear my name it brings quivers 2 ur spine i say this becuz i kno whose peaked in my shit i kno exactly who thought they were slick i kno who u r and i hope it brought u sum gratification 2 kno that wut u red wus my soul i hope u loved it and i hope that u may one day come 2 understand that i am more then complex i am more then deep i am more then ull eva come 2 evn understand and u tryin 2 understand mite b a sign of love but it is also a sign of ur ignorance a sign of which u r drenched wif and ud think after about 4380 days giv or take a cuple days that sum1 of ur intelligence cud comprehend on tha most basic level of who i am..and mayb im givin u 2 much credit but u shud understand that MCF is beyond understanding if u cant understand ur own damn self..im done wif u...4 now and idk if any1 still comes on here but this place has become my own sanctuary a place where my thoughts, my ideas, my feelings and my soul can b brought 2 words and i juss wanna let it b known that my life my decisions and my words are 100% beyond bein sumthin thas easy 2 say or easy 2 understand....2 b continued