i cherish you but fuck it all. i live for your every breath but fuck it all. i hold you and kiss you and try to make it alright but fuck it all. I've spent 14 years caring about all of you but you dont care about none of me so fuck it all. Ive conformed like you want me to become fake as can be lack emotion and bodily function so now, fuck it all. i love you but fuck it all. i live for you but fuck it all. I care for you but fuck it all. This isn't even a poem I can do better But you know what? Fuck it all. It's the moment where you finally decide, life is worthless. Pain is love. Love is life. Life is death. A very long and painful death.