"yes i do dream of all we had together yes it's true we lost it all forever do i pray anyway yes i do" "there it was at the tip of fingers there it was at the tip of my tongue there you were and i had never been that far there it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms and i let it all slip away what do i do now that you're gone no back up plan no second chance and no one else to blame all i can hear in the silence that remains are the words i couldn't say" i just don't understand why i still feel this way. after everything he's done. i should hate his guts.