*sigh* Well, I'm going back to Alaska in February, and I can't wait. I really can't wait. I've been having dreams and everything, getting to see my friends again, getting to live in my old house, going to a school that isn't crappy...I really want it. But it seems so far away...I can barely stand it anymore. I'm going crazy cuz i feel like I haven't physically SEEN Sie in a year, and I'm frustrated because now that I've been in California, I'm going to have to get used to the Alaskan cold in the winter (again). And worse yet, we might not even be going. My mom applied for two jobs, one in Las Vegas and one in Anchorage. If she gets the one in Anchorage then we go there. If she gets the one in Vegas then we go there. If she gets both, then she picks the one where she makes the most money. Another thing that I can't stand, I'm going to have to leave my dad here in fucking Lompton while were gone. And I REALLY don't want to do that. But my mom doesn't want to have anything to do with him, so I'm going to have to deal with it. It'll take me quite sometime to get over it. And it didn't even have to be this way. It's his fault. That bastard.....