*sigh*right now im bored,tired,anxious,worried and im thinkin bout a lot of things..like how im soposed 2 go 2 LA 4 christmas by myself..but i might not after my parents c my report card..i wrote this a long time ago like last year but i think im ready 2 let it be shone an known 2 all,i havnt titled it yet cuz im not sure wat 2 call it.feel free 2leave ideas Im all alone now,no ones left 2 hear me out. i close my eyes and imagine all the could be's,wat ifs,and i wishs.and all the while im trying to drift away from it all to somewhere i can belong but im yanked back 2 reality whn i hear the sirens and i open my eyes.all around me my world is dark,grey,almost black,and whn i look up i c the walls ganging up on me i want 2 take my last breath and let go,i want the the walls 2 suffocate me flat and let me get away from it all,b/c i dont want 2 b here anymore,swirled in clouds of dust tht r choking me until i cough and cough and no ones there to help me. thts whn i kno the walls are about 2 meet and my time is through. let me kno wat yall think aight?well ima go get sum shut-i thn, laterz!