thiz iz gonna b a loong entry i hav so much 2 say cuz a lot has been happening an i havent had a chance 2 update till now..i liek writing in here often..i guess itz kinda theraputic 4 me..well ne wayyz ima start on monday..okai well i waz at home an mi aunt called mi mom she told her tht she shud come 2 pick up mi dad cuz he an mi uncle were drunk...thn mi mom waz liek okai get ur jacket we're leavin so we went 2 alexandria..we stopped at 7-11 an i got sum hot chocolate..so thn we got 2 mi tios house an mi tia had told us tht they were throwin up an it took her a while but she finally convinced mi tio 2 go inside so thn we went 2 da car where mi dada waz at an looked thru the window an he waz sleepin mi mom opened da door an waz liek wake up his head waz all down an he looked liek a little boi...in mi mind i waz liek this is pathetic..but thn he woke up he lifted his head an jus looked at us...thn whn mi mom waz sayin stuff 2 him mi dad said "close the door im tryin 2 sleep" iuno y but i found tht funni an i started laughin an so did mi mom an we were both laughin an thn mi sis hit me an waz liek shut up but i kept laughing .thn mi tias an mi cuzin came out an we were all laughin...thn we got mi dad in our car ,as soon as he sat down he fell asleep..he waz knocked out da whole time...whn we got home,i guess mi sisters where scared cuz they didnt wana wake him up so i did n i help him out an in2 da house ..he waz seriously smacked!he coudnt walk straight so i had 2 help him..he almost fell..but thn as soon as he got in2 da house he tried 2 run up the stairs but he tripped...i waz liek wow..thn he got up an thn he went 2 sleep...yea the way he acted kinda pissed me off..cuz hes alwayz yellin at me an mi bro about "responsibility"an "setting a good example" well look at him actin all stupid..yea thtz real mature an responsible...(sarcasm) i hope he remembers tht an me helpen him nex time he tries 2 yell at me 4 sumthin stupid im mad but at the same time im worried...scared..4 both mi tio an mi dad...they both drink alot..an it scares me cuz itz liek they'r addicted an i cant do ne thin..im scared they'r gonna die...cuz tht already happened 2 brians dad.... itz liek u nvr think itz gonna happen till sum1 close 2 u dies....i feel kinda betrayed after all those times mi dad promised he wudnt drink ne more or as much...i cried the next day..cuz he came home wit a beer bottle..i waz liek wasnt yesterday enough?..an he waz liek o iv only had 1..big lie...he alwayz lies about how many hes had..y cant he tell the truth!? i mean he getz mad at me 4 lyin an he does it too..wat da hell? aight well i gotta go ill update sum more later.whn i hav tyme..peace out