*sighs* so yea here i am feeling lonely and depress, i just wish i could go back home, my real home, LA, HIGHLAND PARK, back at franklin high, i often wonder how will all this turned out if i had stayed there, will i have gotten into a fight w/ swampface? will i still have a crush on fabian? well all my friends still be friends w/ eachother? man dude things have change so much, this year im going to be so busy, im going to be job shadowing, have drama club mettings and plays, study for the the high school exit exam ( sadly i did not pass the english nor the math last year which sucks) the sat and other crap like that... man i am lossing so much whieght from not eating, and theres no one i can really talk to here, theres no one to trust, the only ppl i trust are in LA who happen to be Gladys, Patty, Alex, Kim, Damaris, ands Erica! *sighs* so yea life is ehh, and Julian is acting SO IMATURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yea well thats that and i got to study my school shit later