well right now im writing a story for i want t, cause im bored and i need to write my feeling out in a different way, so yea i made my cover already its called "wish you were here, silent tears" and it will be in stores soon lolj/k well i feel as if im losing touch w/ my friends more and more every day, well i have a myspace journal, so yea, well yesterday i cryed, and i feel like crying still. well theres nothing to do no one to talk to all i have is this lousy journal, for the who world to read and comment on how stupid and retarted i am. and my regular journal, where only i and maybe a few ppl who happen to get a hold of it read it, and then theres the book im writing. well lunch was ok i supose well g2g going to go update my other journal, on myspace, if i could i would upday xanga to but i cant cause its blocked so yea laters