im here at my moms lost. lost in a state of confusion, with no one to turn to. lost in my silent tears feeling that he doesnt love me anymore. never saying i love anymore. feeling distant from him feeling distant from you best friends feeling as if your enemys are your friends instead of your real friends being friends making no sense cause you lost all senses of direction wondering if this is just a phase, hoping to hear those "i love you" words first, instead of saying them. hoping you dont have to wait for him to say it but insead not being able to help it, and feeling as if that his words arent true anymore. feeling that they lost all feeling to it. as if a knife is about to be stabed into your heart never feeling again. ....hopefully... never wanting to feel the pain but always feeling your touch on me, caressing my hair, my face feeling your lips realizing it was how you once were, wondering what ever happened to us feeling as if i have no one to talk to any more, seems like im losing 3 peolpe who mean to me, 2 friends and the one i love so dearly