So we got home from this Spanish Halloween party. We were there on her doorstep, and I just wouldn't let go. It was too soon. I did not want to say goodnight just yet. I wanted so bad to stay with her. Just a little bit longer. I just wanted to hold her in my arms, and think about what an angel she is. I forced myself to let go, and when I did I felt empty. I still feel that way. I still just want to run back there as fast as I can so she can jump into my arms. I just want to hold her for a long time. Is it wrong to want something like that?