paige called and invited me to her houde for new years eve i really would have loved to gone but even if i wasnt leaving tommorow morning i wouldnt be able to go bc i already had plans with beth but neways im really gonna miss home while im gone evn if it is only 4 days and ive spent longer time then that at beth and christys house. i guess its just not necesarrilky being at home but not being able to talk to all my friends.as soon as i get back im like calling everyone and getting filled in with what ive missed.man i am such a gossip queen.