At first I wished that I didn’t have to break up with him. But I knew that if he stayed out of trouble and did his work for the next 2 weeks or so I would be more than willing to go back out with him. And he even told me that he hoped I would take him back soon. But right when I felt like giving in on my own morals and going back to him. Whether it would be officially or not at least I could be close to him again and kiss him when I wanted. But then I came back to reality when he reminded me who he really is. On of the things I hated for him to do the most is disrespect his teachers and I couldn’t stand it if he skipped. So what has he done since we have broke up? Well first of all he got an administrative detention which is for something in the past so I didn’t get upset. But then what does he do he gets kicked out of class and doesn’t go to the office instead he walks around. And guess what else he skipped to classes. So thank you Joe the ex- love of my life the person I thought I couldn’t live without. Even thought I know these high school relationships are pretty pointless you still meant something to me. But the point is I came to a conclusion that I’m never going back to him no matter what he does to make it up. Because how I see it is that if he had of really wanted me to go back to him he would have been at least trying to stay out of trouble but no instead he’s skipping class and smoking pot with the same person he almost got into a fight with last week. Not to mention that same kid is one of my best friends which I regret sometimes to because of the fact that he’s a complete and total jerk. But in conclusion I think I should just say that I hope I don’t change my mind about this because I would hate myself if I went back to him.