ok so since i last wrote a lot has hapeened and i prolly wouldnt have worte in here again because i dint think any one even cared cuz all my friends read my other blogs but some one asked me to update which was suprising i wish i knew who it was but whoever it was thatnk you i got a root canal and i have to get another one soon my grandpa passed away but im glad hes in a better place i have made alot of new freinds thier ok here i dunno i just havent found that one crazy friend that i can be myself with(except for my cousin) but ive been to disney and universal and i went shopping saturday and got a bunch of new stuff and it was pretty cool im just thankful my grandma can go out and buy me stuff when i need it. but i dont know today was the best day it wsnt to bad either it ws just so gloomy like most days its weird because i think alot about everything and ive been watching these movies in life management about drugs and stuff and as bad as they are for you and as much as i know i dont want them or need them they always seem like the right escape even tho i know i would never take them not like anything hard or nething. i dunno i know i wont do them but its just a thought. i dunno its just a depression thing i guess. does ne one else think alot and about really wierd stuff?