Ok it is really hard to talk to people who have privert or friends only diaries, when one isnt on friend list =( anyway feeling really bummed out over this Dale / Appleby situation, mum was all like only thinking about bob everytime its brought up she is like, i really dunno what we are gonna do about bob, bob... bob, bob fucking bob, ok how bout our other son, its tearing me up inside, im not loosing 2 teachers like he is, im loosing two friends for fuck sake, they pushed me to get full marks, i couldnt do it w/out them, and i really don't think i can get a good grade next year, totally stressing over the drama exam, i dont care bout the other three, well didnt care about this one, the grade never mattered to me, all i ever wanted was to put on a cock up the arse rocking show and we did, so i was happy, then apples was all like, for my leaving present i want As, fuck...totally stressing, loosing sleep, bugger... ********** 04 June 2005 ok question how did the term go from "half-asked job" to "half-arsed job" one implying you do half the job asked, the other half of a an arse's job imlying that your a full idiot I am just going to watch Armagedon...again, its in the top 5 fav movies list of mine, and i jus know i'm gonna cry =P ********** They havnt even got into speace and ive started, how sad is that, omg i love this movie "i dont wanna close my eyes..."