My pessimism. Where did it come from? I can't believe I once gave a fuck. Those worthless shits decieved me Into writing songs I won't sing anymore Just watch me on the stage Dancing to lies. Trying to break my jaw Tearing at whatever hurts the most I can't say a word, But I'll still let you know it. I'll let you feel it If I wake up tommorow. It's in my eyes, But they're closed now