Dear, of course I will catch you when you fall, but I'm waiting for you to get back up on your own. i'll be here always and forever, but you need to learn that you don't need me. One day, I might not be able to be here, and it'll be yourself you must lean on.

I'm a patient person, normally, but I'm not going to be able to wait much longer. I know what is best for you, therefore if I have to, I'll push you away to it. You don't need me to fall back on every time something happens. All you need is your two legs, and your mind. With those two things, you can go anywhere in life. (lol. For some reason, that made me laugh my ass off)

Anyways...

As long as you see a path ahead of you, try not to let those little distractions get in your way. Keep focused on the things you want out of life and don't stop until you get them. No, I'm not saying play the lottery until you win, I'm saying evaluate what you truly want out of life, and pursue them. You can achieve anything in life if you work hard at it and believe in yourself. I believe in you, all you have to do is believe in yourself.

I think I thought of something that might help. Lock yourself in your room, and cry. Cry about all of the things that upset you, the people who hurt you, and the things you've lost. Cry for all of those things. Then, when the tears have stopped, forget about them. Forget about the things that upset you, forget about the people that hurt you, don't worry about the things you've lost. That's in the past anyways. Just break down and let all of those bottled up emotions out, and when you’re finished. Write down any thing that's still bothering you, and burn it. THEN, after you've done all of that. Go hug the babies, tell your family you love them, then go look in the mirror. Tell yourself you're a better person. Say it, think it, believe it, be it.

[38] And there it is