*[02] is this normal?

by unforgivable
Listening to: -none-
Feeling: drained
Is it normal to want to be a little kid again... like REALLY want it? today i was looking at pictures of me as a little kid... i smiled in every single one. these pictures made me cry... shows how fucked up i am huh? is that okay? i mean - is that normal? i am not exactly sure what triggered it - the crying. but it was there. i do though, i really miss being little.. and smiling in all of the pictures taken of me, not on purpose... not like fake smiles, but real ones... the ones i seemed to have on my face 24/7 as a kid. my dad's surgery is tomorrow... i hope everything goes okay... update later..
♠me
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I am done with....nevermind
Yeah, it's normal. I just went through that whole "I want to be a kid again" phase. I miss everything about being a kid. :( It was so much easier back then.
yeah. it is nice. :] ♥
Hope the sugery went good!
yeah i was doing voabulary. It so sucks!lol.

♥ Nina Marie
thanks! i like ur entry 2! i wish i was a little kid again 2! i miss wheni dodnt care about anything! like what i wear or what i looked like or what that kid across the room that never talks even thinks about me. lol
I will not say a word about your name :)
Sure i will add you!!
iam also gangstergirl too! if you wanna add that one as well its up to you!
nessa
haha yeah there's not much to say about me. i'm actually pretty boring
LOL! Omg, it's funny cuz when I look at my pictures of when I was smaller I get depressed and remember what it was like when I was smaller, all I had to worry about was having fun. In other words, yeah, I think it's normal lol! And thanks for your comment :]
[moo]
yeah, I think I get what you mean. & of course you can add me. I'll add you as well. haha, ok so my boyfriend isn't really perfect because no one is, but we just started dating like 2 weeks ago, so he's pretty perfect so far. haha. ♥
been there with the pictures hunny. Im the same...
yeah, oh well. I'm just going to forget about itt.♥
yeah crying helps a lot haha. yeah i'll add you back :]
--y and write how you feel so other people like me can help you. it will help.
ooh i'm sorry about your mom then, i've never been through losing someone by suicide or anything like that. i wouldn't be able to go through that at all. but you shouldn't keep it all bottled up, it really isn't going to make anything better, you're just going to explode one day on everyone and they're gonna be so confused and no one will really be able to help you then and that wouldn't be good. maybe tell your boyfriernd? or just keep this diar
yeah. it's not my boyfriend, he's perfect.♥ it's just people who claim to be my so called bff. whateversss. ♥
--but being with the people you love their to comfort you will help.
no i dont think youre some weirdo, if anything im' some weirdo you dont even know prying into your life to try and help you. i understand what you're saying with your mom being your enemy, i've totally been there, and even though it seems like she totally hates you, she doesn't. my mom is a drunk and i always feel that i'm worthless to her. aksl;jfawe ANYWAY. maybe not going out and doing things would be best right now after losing a friend,
yeahhh.. I know. but I'm trying my hardest. ♥
as for trying to get over being in the dark i just suggest you do the things that make you happy and just keep going on, don't mope around your house in your pajamas and do nothing you know? that's just going to make it worse.
as for crying when you see old photos, well i do the same thing, but that's just me, i'm honestly not sure if it's normal either, haha.