ugh... still sick. damn. i probably wont get to see the boyfriend for a while. i probably wont get to see him today [[sick, and my dad wont even bring me to school]] tomorrow is my grandfather's memorial mass :(. sunday he'll be at his grandmother's and then he'll be at his dads on sunday night, meaning that i wont see him until monday. goddamn this flipping world. i need him to take care of me, im a sick...PMSing little girl. help me!!