*[04] telling you whats up!

by unforgivable
Listening to: -silence-
Feeling: blah
what is up? i feel awful that i didnt go to her grave yesterday [[or today come to think of it.]] reasons i didnt go: *my mom picked me up yesterday @ 3ish *i hung out with the boy in the morning.. cuz i thought i could go later. *i thought/think i wasn't/am not ready maybe next weekend [[but thanks to all who gave advice]] UPDATE: *i am a bad girlfriend *my mother encouraged a 12 year old to steal from a resturaunt *i have a bunch of homework
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Well, it's a whole bunch of things that just added up over the years:
- got my uncle's girlfriend pregnant while still married to my mom
- Cause my uncle to commit suicide
- Owes us $5000 for child support
- Haven't talked to him in 6 years, when I did, he was drunk.
- Used to have a really quick temper and used to hit my sister and me.

About mstweek: Um, not that I know of.
Hunny dont call yourself a pathetic 14 your old cause your really not. Most 14 year olds now adays dont even have a concious (sorry i cant spell)
You know if you ever need advice or anything im here :) anything at all ok?
thank you for the comment i'm adding you.

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Hunny dont worry about your bf and how your saying your a bad gf. Your not, i do it too and my bf does it back to me. Its a laugh...though i have done it too hard at times and i have appologised and everything for it. As for your mum, your right, it is wrong for her to encourage stealing at such a young age.

Honestly dont worry about your bf :)
yeah whats going on with me and my friend is confusing but basically shes just beeen saying fucked up shit about me and it really hurt my feelings because she's a new friend of mine and iwa s actually letting her into my life and trusting her.
im elissa.
:o
That's it? There's like 180,000 people here -- and it's a pretty small city.
hi
Hm. Heh. There's not much to tell. I'm from Oshawa, Ontario... I go to Donevean high school... what about you? Where are you from?
Hm. :( I only have msn and yahoo. That's it.
Oh, yeah, I get what you're saying.
lol! Your mom is funny, what did the boy steal? And about the girlfriend thing...don't worry about it, why do you say that though?
[moo]
Which screen-name do you mean?
sure.. but don't expect elaboration. my grandpa, then my grandma, then my dad. all in a matter of 2 years. ♥
It's quite the opposite here; I only know a handful of people. People in the 'shwa usually keep to themselves.
how are you a bad gf hun? And what about the stealing?

If your not ready hun take it in your own time :)
I've had a few conversations with her.
The secret being the diary, right?
Yes, I was reading your prior entries. That's horrible about the girl who -- yeah.
But I know the feeling of not wanting to be exposed. That's why I use code names that only one other person knows and she doesn't - to my knowlege - go on this site.
yeah, I know what you mean. it's always hard. that's why I don't go to cemetaries. I still can't after like, 3 years. ♥
No, if they knew about it, they'd most likely make fun of me. I'm not usually the type to just spew my thoughts and feelings publicly. But as long as people don't know who I am, it's all good.
What about your friends, do they know about yours?
Lol -- that's the same reason I have this.

Yes. :) Of course.
Yes -- in the beginning. But now that I'm getting older, she's getting bored with me. Heh.
Hmm. :(
Did your dad ever talk/listen to you?
nuthin just about to get off. you?
♥ Nina Marie Newman
Good point -- I don't think I could ever forgive him.
But your mom has been there for you though, right?
Oh, sorry. I didn't see the post before that. Those other things you've said, I admit are pretty foolish on your mom's behalf, but are they really that [for lack of a better term] unforgivable?
:(
Aw, you shouldn't hate her for being annorexic. But I don't blame you for being mad at your mom for belittling you. Have you tried talking to her about her drinking?
Ok.cool.
♥ Nina Marie
You don't? If you don't mind me asking, how come?