well now i've concluded the only 5 people or things that love me are... 1.david...(my ex who i talk to like 24/7) 2.my stuffed kitty wally (who i sleep with) 3.shannon (she is like the only friend who truely puts up with all my shit) thats all i can think of... wow that doesn't exactly surprise me, like AT ALL. but anyways schools out. i have a lot planned all summer and i'm proud to say that i planned like none of it. my birthday is saturday not that anyone cares. my tummy hurts. tonight i'm staying home alone all night. my brothers are at my dads and my moms staying at kens house. it surprises me that the one time i'm alone, i get lonely. yet thats life isn't it. when you're happy about everything and then all of a sudden it turns around and like...it's no longer exciting just sad. i feel like im being left to rot. haha that sounds funny. well i guess i kinda deserve it. carma, what goes around comes around eh? lol. well i guessi should be happy that i'm not in a hospital pushing out a baby or something. maybe i should go run to the corner with my sciscors hahah. not. that would be funny though couldn't you just see some weird looking girl wearing boxers and a bra on run to a corner with sciscors in her hand? wow i can so if you cant...ill draw a picture of it to put on here soon. lol but anyway i haven't really been up to much this summer. just kinda chillin out with friends and stuff. i went to the beach. swam in shannons pool. went online. played video games. turned jewish. took a jog around my neighborhood with faith. dressed up as a pregnant hooker. ya know just the usual summer stuff. so like uhm i am going outta town for like three days. i leave tomorrow (or today...thursday) for palm desert and i'll be gone til staurday afternoon. then i leave again like next thursday for like two weeks and i don't really even know what i'mj gunna be going. damn. well i guess i'll right more after my adventure to shannons grandmas. lol. <333