god. well right now im sorta feeling like bummed but anyway today was goodish. i woke up wayyyy late and was late to biology [as usual] but it wasnt really my fault. like i had the worst monthly day i've had in like fifty years and i assume it was because i thought i was pregnant because it hadn't come in like....5 months. but anyway thats beside the point. school was ok and i wore the coolest dress everrrr! yeah and like after school i walked with brooke and justine to justines house and kyle came to and then we went to camino real to take pictures. we ordered pizza and talked and laughed. it was fun. we took some pictures and stuff. kyle is a real cool guy. like i used to think he was sorta wayyy gone to even be able to hold a conversation but actually he's a really cool guy. so pictures maybe? yesss kyle and brooke me duhhh me again the picnic kidsss yeah so it was fun. justine takes real good pictures. im wayy tired. im starting to feel like shannon is the only person who actually understands me. like i feel so cynical towards everyone around me. like i just cant trust anyone. and im content with who i am on the inside but sometimes i feel like no one really knows the person im content with.