Well... Chris broke up with me on Tuesday night.. it sucks because that was the day that made it one month.. and almost exactly because of the hour. It sucks and it hurts kinda bad but I'm sure I can get over it eventually. I just hope that we can be friends.. I know right now we can't because its akward right now.. but I mean hopefully when we go back to school we can be just as close as we were last year. I care about him alot and I guess as long as hes happy I can deal with it. And I decided I'm going to the beach.. I need to get away for a bit. I'm trying to find someone to go with me but I don't know that I will be able to on such short notice.. and Mara is thinking about it but she may go see CJ next weekend instead. But she just needs to let me know by tomarrow so I can try to find someone else lol. I just think it will be good right now to go and get away from here and maybe when I get back things will be more calmed down and cooled off. But I'm off for now. L8r.♥