Tomas left me again. I'm sick of him getting my hopes up and then letting them fall. I've gotten to the point where I don't believe anything he says. I don't believe it when he says he'll call me. or when he says he misses me. or when he says he wishes he was with me. I doubt him so much when he tells me he loves me. *_I can't let you let me down again..._* Oh well. I'm talking to Alyssa, I miss her so much... I don't remember the last time we talked. Talking to her makes me feel better... last summer she was the only person I'd talk to on MSN... ever since I met Tomas and she and Justin got together, we've really been slacking on talking. But I miss her alot and I'm glad we're talking lol. The end. It's 11:11, make a wish. {I always catch the clock, it's 11:11...}