im gonna have to say that i miss your voice. your over it, i can never be. stop being so quiet around him, make it seem like your over him, so he doesnt think you are obsessed with him. im such a complete idiot. i went to a party last night. a complete waste of time. i hate this weekend. the only good thing about it was friday. i hope i work this week, i need the money. i dont even know if i am working haha. im pretty happy the blood brothers are coming here, i couldnt be more excited. maybe this will be something to cheer me up. that or im gonna die. i won a stuffed animal playing a game, and i tore its eye off. fuck that eye, he doesnt need it. i also pierced his ears, im pretty sure that the stuffed animal is gangster, especially becuz its supposed to be a dog. why am i stuck at home?