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i guess nothing will never be the same now, close friends are far now. its more of a time to walk forward and not backwards, im gonna forget about this, cuz everything right now is fucked up. right now, my piano is my best friend. seriously. plus all you guyz who help me out on here, telling me what i should do, i really apreciate it. alot. my throat hurts from smoking and crying so much, i think im gonna go to bed its like 2298374928374 million degrees in my house, ugh. good night
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eventually things will get better.

if your friends are smart, and actual friends they'll get over it;; and if they don't, they were never real friends from the start.

I really hope things get better for you.

Love,
Colby
lol, the pic is jade from AFI, if ya cant already tell...ehh its hard for me to look at that pic cuz i just wanna jump on top of him...aww im sorry an emo boy broke your heart, he must be an asshole, seeing how most guys are.

aw, you should of went, it might of been really fun, my friend lori made that mistake.

lol, yea it was him, i took it off cuz i didnt want ppl to get confused =P

yea, i have quite a few times.
Last night it was like, minus 2298374928374 here.

So I'm guessing by this entry the friendship thing isn't working out real well? Losing friends over a boy is no fun at all.
thank you
and yes, relationships are way too complicated.

♥♥

love,
Colby