im getting so fat. pigging out on fast food, chugging pop by the liters. it won't be long til i have to buy two seats for my fat ass. urgh. we have a fucking state-of-the-art community center right by here. but you'll never see me there. someday, someday. until then i will continue to update on my losing war against weight gain. what i need is some motivation. i'm being replaced by the Randeke. i feel it, slowly but surely. whats with guys and their obsession w/ facial hair?! i've seen too many otherwise beautiful faces ruined by an odd hair growth to not rant about this. goddamn. you changed man. it used to be about the music. N