HowDidIKnow? how did i know that they all lie? i knew it was coming. i was too stupid to believe my instinct. now i know what NOT to do next time. you know what? you DESERVE what you got for treating me that way. i cant believe i ever felt one ounce of sadness for doing what i did. if i could go back id never act that way id just do it and and leave and NEVER even think about looking back. dont worry. what you did to me will come back to you in the end you just watch. < /3

DontStopBelievin' Yeah, im going to LA to get my prom dress today! Im happy. Even though i dont know what color to get. Oh well. I cant wait for school to just be over with already. Im sick of it! And I really want my house to sell. So we can move out of there already. Its lagging. It seems like everything is lagging lately. sdkfjhsdf. It will all be over with soon. At least life is good. =). Byeee.

AsAMatterOfFact Yeah. I went to the circus last night. Me and kt had fun haha. I never been to one before. But yeah. It was interesting. I hope this weekend is good. Cuz last weekend. Ha. Yeah. Not so good. At all. Things are going good so far. Just pray for the best right? Blahhhhhhhh. Bored.

brians the best ever. i love him more than mint chocolate chip ice cream. and thats a lot. more than i love food actually. cuz he said i eat too much. so i guess thats a lot.

Fast. lame. breaks over. but theres only like 40 more days of school. cant wait. lets hope this lasts forever && we live happily ever after

TryToRemember Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, your're everything there are moments in my life that i will always remember. not because they were important..but because you were there the past is done and gone * i learned its lies that make you weak and the truth that makes you s t r o n g ×´¨) No one can ever promise you ¸.• that they w o n ' t hurt you ( Because it will happen at one point `•. or another ; but the real promise ) is if the time you spent together ¸.•´ will be w o r t h all the pain (¸.•*¨`» i n - t h e - e n d

If Everyone Loved... If they could love like you and me, imagine what the world would be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride

DoYouFeelIt? Your bodys a weapon And youre afraid it could get out A friend of the devil And youre afraid it could get out Dont say i dont cut when i do i do i do Dont say im lying when im true im true im true The razor... I am the razor in the hands of your heart

its goneeeeee hopefully

OhRomance just when you least expect it you start to think about how he makes you laugh and& how you feel when you`re around him and& you realize after all this time you care about him more than you ever thought you did its not who you are to the world, its who you are to me, its not how many times I say I love you, its how much I really do When the snow is coming down, theres only one place I want to be... in your arms the nights are cold and filled with snow but i am warm here in my home we look at icicles hanging from the wires im with my baby sippin cocoa by the fire all my life i thought i needed the perfect setting, the perfect opportunity, & the perfect way to tell someone i love them, but suddenly i realized i dont need any of that cus i know it will be perfect as long as im saying it to you

Rule #6 Dont bring up youre ex's. its just not right. Rule # 16 if youre accused on cheating with someone else..dont talk to that other person and compliment them when you know i can see it...just out of respect for my feelings.

cuz i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show and i thought that being strong meant never losing your self control but im just drunk enough to let go of my pain to hell with my pride let it fall like rain from my eyes tonight i wanna cry :edit: i close my eyes when it gets too bad i think thoughts that i know are bad i wish i could count to 10 and make everything be wonderful again id hope my mom and id hope my dad would figure out why they get so mad close my eyes when i go to bed and i dream of adventures that make me smile i feel better when i hear them say everything will be wonderful someday i just dont understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eye and tell me everything is wonderful now please dont tell me everything is wonderful now i go to my room and close my eyes and make believe i have a new life i dont wanna hear you say that i will understand someday i dont wanna hear you say you both have gone in a different way i dont wannna meet your friend and i dont wanna start over again i just want my life to be the same just like it used to be please dont tell me everything is wonderful now

WhatYOUDo don`t make her wait for you just because you know she will stay with me, you're the one i need, you make the hardest things seem easy your eyes still give me a reason to breathe && midnight conversations still mean everything to me. He shines in a world of ugliness, he matters when everything else is meaningless i was having the worst day...until i saw his smile Happiness comes only when we push our brains and hearts to the farthest reaches of which we are capable.

IWish I think its gonna get better. It might just be the medicine. He did say that i still have depression though. I just want it to be all gone. All the way. I guess that just wont happen. All i can do now is pray. For all this to just go away. Feeling like this. Maybe its just right now. And it will pass. I hope so. I dont know how much more i can take. I already have so much to deal with. Gotta keep my head up. ______________________________________________ even if you cannot hear my voice ill be right beside you dear

Cats&Dogs Oh how i love the rain...

OhMyLove Note To Self:Dont Lose It//// You're Better Than That

JustAMemory You dont neeed to talk to them. Because if you do you know there is still feelings involved. So why dont you just drop it? Who cares? Its over and done with. In the past. You dont need to go back to it anymore. Yeah a brief conversation is ok. Everyone needs those. But thats not whats its like. Please...save me the heartbreak. Why is everything so complicated. ______________________________________________ i want to be everything you need.

just crank up the volume & we can sing like superstars and dance around like we're - F A M O U S - with ripped jeans and huge glasses because that's just HOW WE ROLL.

DontGetItTwisted you don't realize how strong someone is until you see them in their weakest moment ______________________________________________ so she tells herself she's not p r e t t y but that's a just a lie ______________________________________________ Misery don't look good on you baby ______________________________________________ I'm too in love to let it go ______________________________________________ you've had me since hello. nothing will ever change that. not distance, not space. nothing will ever take my heart away from you. ever* ______________________________________________ she's got stars in her eyes and a bruise on her tounge- bite marks from the things the never says. she's learned to say things with her eyes that others waste time trying to put into words ______________________________________________ &&you dont know how thankful i am to have you

TheGoodTheBad This was probably one of the worst weekends ive ever had. But on the other hand it was one of the best. So confusing. I need to straigthen all this out. Right now. Cuz its causing my health to get worse. And i dont like it.