blah blah blah. today was ehhh kinda bad. it started out great. but now that it is coming to an end its not that great at all. My dad and i are in a fight because there were 3 dishes in the sink and i didnt mop the floor. even tho ive never mopped the floor. he was yelling at me in the car and i never even said a word to him. my little sister told me she wanted me to run away so shed never have to see my face again. uhm okay i know that little sisters say stuff like that but i guess just cuz im like not feeling well it just gets to me. i thought my parents were actually proud of me that im doing better with my depression but NO they are setting up dates for me to go back to her. way to boost my self esteem huh. i feel like im worthless like no one out there can find me worthy enough to be with them. everyones like blah blah blah dont say that ur great and youll find someone blah blah blah but i just dont feel that way. i mean someone will tell me they like me and im like awesome and then after that its just like ehhh i dont feel like they do. i hope no one will lie to me that sucksssss. i just need to keep myself up. get out of this hole im in.
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