ItWillPass
i dont know what is going on. but i want it to stop. i want everything to go back to the way it used to be. yeah i know this will pass but i want it to right NOW.i just want someone to tell me the goddamn truth. but its okay. im gonna tough it out. because im strong. who knows if ill get hurt in the end. i hope i wont. but if i do. its just another lesson learned right. but right now. its worth it. who knows if hes telling the truth. i hope he is. cuz i trust him. but youll never know 100 percent. and its alright for right now. ill just have to go by trust. last night i wrote down almost everything i liked about him. and it filled 6 pages. i bet i could write at least 6 more. probably more than that. so i guess thats a good thing to go off right? keep thinkin on the positive side. because its going to get better. and that will only make it go faster. everything is based on love. and thats probably one of the only things that will help me get through.
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i LOVE brian
And i wait for the good Lord, to make me feel better.
stay with me. share all your secrets tonight. we can make believe. the morning sun will not rise. come and lay your head. on this big brass bed. and well be alright, as long as you stay with me.
im gonna light the bedroom candles. take the phone out of the wall. we can lay around and talk for hours. or maybe we wont talk at all. im gonna resurrect the love thats slipped away from us. and the girl youve been missing.
what really matters, is you and me this close, feeling no distance.
come a little closer baby. i feel like laying you down. on a bed of sweet surrender. where we can work it all out. cuz there aint nothin that love cant fix. and its right here at our finger tips. so come a little closer baby.
thankkkks.
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