[111] Its Gonna Get Bad

cuz i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show and i thought that being strong meant never losing your self control but im just drunk enough to let go of my pain to hell with my pride let it fall like rain from my eyes tonight i wanna cry :edit: i close my eyes when it gets too bad i think thoughts that i know are bad i wish i could count to 10 and make everything be wonderful again id hope my mom and id hope my dad would figure out why they get so mad close my eyes when i go to bed and i dream of adventures that make me smile i feel better when i hear them say everything will be wonderful someday i just dont understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eye and tell me everything is wonderful now please dont tell me everything is wonderful now i go to my room and close my eyes and make believe i have a new life i dont wanna hear you say that i will understand someday i dont wanna hear you say you both have gone in a different way i dont wannna meet your friend and i dont wanna start over again i just want my life to be the same just like it used to be please dont tell me everything is wonderful now
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