So today was rainy and cold, but i got my butt out of bed and went to religon class this morning! Russel was very happy to see me and he said that he missed me very much. Things with Landen are still the same...except that he is mad at all his friends and apparently i am the only person he will listen to. So yeah...I found this on another diary and i really liked it. It fits the mood i am in right now.... My lips ache for kisses. My hands are withering from never being held. My eyes wish for something good to see. My arms want something to squeeze so tight. My torso just wants to be squeezed. My ears ring out that they miss your voice. So yeah...I really do miss him so much and wish that i was there in logan so that i could just go and visit him and have a long talk with him about what is going on in his head. I have talked to several people in the past twenty four hours that know him and all of whom tell me that they see him changing and not for the better. And so i am worried and want to know what is up. Hopefully i can talk to him soon! I really am worried and it is starting to show in my physical health so i hope this drama will reslove soon. I am however excited because my hometeachers are coming over soon. And tomorrow i get to go on a date with my roomates best friend Spence. It should be way fun. I was going to go on a date tonight but I told him that i had other plans because i really didn't feel up to going and he wanted to go to a huanted house thing and i don't like those unless i have someone like my landen with me. I miss him. I am glad though he thinks that i am the only one that understands him, and so by that i hope he means that he is going to talk to me soon! yeah i can't wait to hear from him! Anyhoo i think i am going to go now...i will update you later...bye now!