Wow so i just found out today that landen made out with this girl that he doesn't even care about! what is up with that. i thought i knew him better than that. i thought he had morals and stuff. i guess we will see what he says to my email. I am really hurt over this because if this is the case then how do i know that he even ever cared for me? how do i know that it wasn't all a sick love game to full fill his stupid horny teenage boy passions? i do i know that he didn't just use me like all the other guys i have been with? wow i didn't know i could hurt this much inside. man i am stupid i should have seen this coming, but know just like every other guy i have been out with they will do whatever it takes to get what they want out of me because they know i am easy to pursuade. they know i will break easy if touched the right way or told the right things...then again what girl wouldn't? i feel like a slut! damn you landen...i feel like just another girl on your list of make outs!!! what do i do? i feel like crap! i think i will go cry some more and then maybe i will feel better...*tears*