It's a new year and i am looking forward to it. Alot of new adventures, new obsticles,some old ones, but my major one is done with i got that Harlot out of my life and im starting fresh. I am not going to worry about women, im going to let them come to me. Even mentally with that settled i still have that bad feeling i am not going be around much longer, Theres just something telling me to get ready. The fact that i dedicate a good portion of my time watching out for people, and the people who cant will prolly be its forthcoming. I feel the goverment does not like Heroics or someone who helps the homeless. Fuck them they can't stop this, they only add to the CHAOS. The fact that my dream i had i was in Allusion fields well that kinda makes me wonder. Who are we really? Who am i? What am i?... The fact that i was wearing Armour, Black with silver lining, and the sword was shorter like easily a dual blade, and i felt secure in the field, felt like i have been there before It all made me think alot about it, made me wonder about it. Maybe it's a memory from a past life, or one that never finished. HOW do i know im not like Wolverine? He cannot remember anything because of emotional scars... i have the same problem, when my dad walked out i had problems remembering. I just wonder what it means... am i dying? is it a sign im dying? or is it telling me to get ready to have an epic final brawl?