What a perfect Illusion. You made me feel like you loved me, You pretended to care. You listened to me and my stories about my dad and how hard it was to let go. YOU fucking pretended to love me. Fuck.... I am never going to trust a woman again. My Fatal Desire. I reached out for you. Again and again Just to get constantly get hurt on this roller coaster you called a relationship and what i called hell. I sacrificed everything, family,friends, my life. I gave you my soul, my heart on my sleve. and I knowingly throughout the relationship let everything slide. YES i knew about everything, And im venting now my overwhelming hate for you is that of the fire in hades itself. I knew about the secret dates when you were mad at me, The "I cant hang out im with my mom" meanwhile you were out with guys. Fuck i even knew when you cheated on me... but i still kept my head up trying to show you i loved you unconditionally. The man without controll, the man without a soul, the man with no heart YOU took it all. I really hope he treats you as bad as you did to me. I really just hope so... I never wish anyone badly BUT you.