Do you have a friend thats been in an Abusive relationship? Well Im a guy and yes i have been in one. I didnt think it could happen, well to me anyways. I never had luck with women to begin with but i did not deserve this. My soul was literally pulled out and stomped on. her name was Brittany, and she has issues. She never let go of her past and had this tendancy to take it out on me, She had it in her mind ALL men are the same so they must ALL cheat, and Must ALL want only sex. Boy did i ever prove her wrong. I dont think a guy could ever love as much as i did, could ever dedicate as much as i did. I dont think someones been nuts like me... Day after day with the names "Fucking Asshole, Bastard, Cheater" The usual Bit or being acussed of liking a girl that walks by. I was in pure shock when it started to happen i tried to help her but it turns out i was the "bad guy" Have you had one of those days where it feels like time stops, the world around you just doesn't exist. For a moment it just slows down and you slowly see your world crumbles as the Chaos consumes you? No? Well let me tell you about the day mine did. Good ol' October 20th Yet another day, the abuse. The hurt, the "What the fuck, i'm still alive? Those fucking advil should have knocked me out" Kinda days. Of course it was a day that forever change my stance with everything. Brittany and I were on the rocks as is with her calling me every name in the book and constantly putting me down i was giving up. We were watching a simple TV show when i asked a question, Bam. My head gets torn off like a lion in the cage blood hits the wall "Your such an asshole, your like every other guy" she yells "Do you even love me?" The words pierce my soul like a dagger to the flames. "I see, well i know where the door is." What a way to send off on? dont you think? I just stood there like day after day with the abuse... let it keep coming the daggers to my heart, the poison to my mind. Then i just simply walked. Two days have gone by, almost our Anniversary date. NO calls... NO text. Alright im thinking i did nothing wrong, shes the one who was treating me like a floor mat and i stood up for myself. I'm about to leave for work when i get a call. I am told to come pick up my stuff. One hour later i arrive with 3 garbage bags full of my stuff from her house. No good byes, not apologies, just my bags. Were we broken up? Were we on a break? Where were we. I thought it would be best to leave till the next day not a big deal. The next morning some Very interesting pictures show up of a NEW man.... already? that bitch. We had quite the talk and yes i fed it to her. "You always cried and acuessed me of liking other women and dating them behind your back, and LOOK what you fucking did. You went and did it to me when i never had the intentions! i am done with you treating me like shit, the way you call me names, put me down, how i cant see my family or friends. I am sick of never getting anything you always forget our anniversary I never received a card meanwhile i gave you the world, If it wasnt taking you out to dinner it was treating you like gold. And in the end you treat me like a dog... thanks" Two weeks go by, and it turns out she dropped the other guy. Why? She wants me back... Do i fall for it I almost do. But if i didnt have the support group i did i would have i nearly went back to that scorpion of a woman. So i told her no but we will be friends (BAD MOOD). So now were texting buddies and all she talks about how she is sorry, and how she wants to fix things, and how she wants to treat me right, and how i deserve it. WAIT one second Bitch.... WHY the fuck didnt i deserve it before? I gave up literally everything i had for you, family, friends, JOBS, Money, Almost my soul if you could take that... And that wasnt good enough? GO SUCK ROCKS Of course i wouldnt ever say that, but whatevs. it turns out there was Another Nother guy, at the bar. Guess how i know? It turns out she has a Photographer who likes to document her being a Bar Whore... Ya i saw the pictures of him taking your shirt off, and i dont care =) So it came to the point where i had my friends help me to get to this stage to finally letting go. I called her up, and said these exact words. "Hey is brittany there? Yea we need to talk, well actually the thing is WE cant talk anymore cause its not only driving me insane but yea i cant do us anymore cause we arnt anything anymore, this is just going to end up hurting ME more cause your not going to change no matter how many times you tell me that, Were done for good. Bye" Then afterwords i went to Telus and got my number changed so she would not be able to text me or call me Anymore. I finally Feel free knowing that i dont have her anymore in my life, I can finally move on. My only regret i never got my Spiderman #1 back =(