Well, I just had a "lovely" experiance :( I made a total dumbass of my self on Friday. I sang like crap. I was so embarrassed I went home and cried... I can't believe I actually sang, I KNEW this was gonna happen!!!! I'm so angry at my self!!! Why did I have to be so dumb!? I can hear people talking about me behind my back, I hate it!!!! I don't know if I'll ever do it again, Not unless they asked me... but I'll probably still say no. Chris said I did a good job but I know he was lying..:( -4horsemen

Fukai fukai mori no oko Ni ima mo kitto Okizari Ni shita kokoro kakushit'Ru yo Sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehatete Hito bito WA eien no yami Ni kieru Chisai mama Nara kitto ima demo mieta Kama Boku-tachi WA ikiru hodo Ni Nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu Itsuwari ya USU WO matoi Tachisukumo koe mo naku Aoi Aoi sora no ira ma kidsukanai mama Sugite yuku mainichiga kuwatte yuku Tsukurareta wakugumi WO koe ima WO ikite Sabitsuita kokoro mata ugo kidasu yo Toki no rizume WO shireba mo ichido toberu darou Boku-tachi WA samayoi nagara Ikite doko mada mo Shinjite'Ru hikari motome Aru kidasu kimi to ima Boku-tachi WA ikiru hodo Ni Nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu Itsuwari ya USO WO matoi Tachisukumo koe mo naku Boku-tachi WA samayoi nagara Ikite yuku doko made mo Furi kaeru Michiwoto zashi Aruite'ku eien Ni Tachisukumo koe mo naku Ikite yuku eien Ni

Ok, these people just went all psycho on me, the pushed me and like, punched me, I tried not to open a can of whoop ass on them(I took self-defense classes because of bullies), I'll curse them, They wronged me first so its alright, they'll get what they deserve ;o

Oh My God!!! I have to sing infront of the entire School on friday, I'm so nervous!!!! but I said I would :0 I'll sing Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day, Oh, I'm scared that they won't like me!!!!

Zoey was diagnosed with Epilepsy February 10th, 2005. She has struggled with uncontrolled seizures since then. On May 13th she had her Grid placement surgery. Her second surgery, Left Temporal Lobectomy along with a Amygdalohippocampectomy, was done May 19th. As of June 21 we tried IVIg treatments. July 12, 2005-Zoey was diagnosed with Rasmussen's Syndrome. This diagnosis and syndrome are devasting and there seems to be only one solution... another surgery. The Hemispherectomy surgery is in Zoey's future but we are unsure as to when it will come to that. This journal serves a lot of purposes and has been a blessing in many ways. Thank you for following along with us throughout our journey. We thank you for all of your continued support, faith, every kindness, thoughts and prayers. There have been so many wonderful families that we have met along the way of this journey we have been on. Please keep them in your prayers as well, they have truly all been blessings to our family. Their families are inspiring and strong, we think of them everyday and hope their struggles lessen soon. www.caringbridge.org/wi/jessiandreo www.caringbridge.org/mn/kylie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maryhable www.caringbridge.org/visit/charliebear www.caringbridge.org/visit/laneyhennlich www.caringbridge.org/ne/ryanm Journal Thursday, September 8, 2005 8:46 AM CDT Zoey's school day went much better. She hugged Dan goodbye and went on her way. The teachers noted that she even had a little fun! She did have a seizure around 3:25 just before I got there to pick her up. Walking up to her she was sitting at one of the lunch tables, she had a tired look on her face, and then I noticed her shirt collar was wet. I knew she had a seizure. Not much to speak of only a minute or so, pretty typical. Once home we all just settled in since I've not been feeling well and Zoey was tired, Ridley seemed to be feeling warm too. It was a quiet night. Not the best sleep for any of us though. Ridley was up around 2:30 a.m. and then Zoey had a seizure at 3:00 a.m. both kids were up for a while... needless to say being sick on top of about 4 hours of sleep, I'm exhausted today. Zoey's morning meds went better, not as much of a fight. She seems to be looking forward to school today. Tomorrow is the bake sale and picnic on the plaza day at the bank. I'm so looking forward to spending some time there with everyone. I miss you all so much, I can't wait. help zoey, go to http://www3.caringbridge.org/wi/zoeyb/

Well, this is my official talk about anything journal. Christina, I love your current entry, I just started to like My Chemical Romance (They're awesome!!!) not much going on, I'm in school right now, boooooooring!!! oh well... oh, My dog, Gidget, had 2 puppies a boy and a girl(We're keeping the girl) they're really getting active now(walking, barking, playing, etc...) I think we're gonna name the girl Shotz(pronounced Shotsy, It means sweetheart in German)Jenny is still not very nice to me, she's better but still not very nice -4horsemen

Well this is my new diary(Journal), i still have my other one (Wyndsong)I hope everybody likes this one Anybody is able to leave me comments -4horsemen