well vacation is over boring as hell, as as suspected i havent done anythin, as i suspected i need to work on my focus :-( also somethin that pisses me off, the nys system "the man" fuckn... no one knows where my original birth certificate disapeared to so i wasnt able to get my permit on friday well its 5 somethin now and i need to do at least 2 essays and some random math shat lets se what i can do MWAHAHA *!cheaters back from pr:-D, cant wait 2 see her 2morrow!* i have done absoluetly nothin 2day, just sat around lookn at random purevolume sites listnin to music n such, thinkn about how well do... and my own capabilities... well yesterday i actually did somethin productive 1st time in a weight room since august im sore, reminded of how physically weak ive become during... times... but the pain feels kinda good makes me think of some of the things and goals i desire... gotta get my focus back