okie dokie decent weekend i spose chilled with many friends called one n told em the dad got in an accident fucked up? yes but also funny i get the feeling though that ive been pushing the limits a lil too much lately as for that barbed wire shit, pretty mcuh i was drunk and attempted to climb a fence with you guessed it barbed wire left a big scar on my arm that was last summer pretty much none of my concerns have gone away its in fact getting worse -i think i have entered another depression -im in danger of not graduating bcuz of all the ridiculousness that stemmed from the coma initially -i find myself with the experience of having a "crush", or w/e one chooses to call it, one someone. maybe ill just become an alcoholic and drown my sorrows hehe oh wait i cant do that either cuz -no fucking job, no fucking money. son of a bitch tb... of course i should prolly have called some time ago to "check on the status of my application" -w/e disease ive had for roughly 6 weeks doesnt seem to be completely fading, cuz ive been getting dizzy again -im very, very unhappy with the role ive been given in the musical i really want something good to happen soon i could use the boost these things r stressing me out